June 25th 2012
I had thought I had figured it out
What's important is that is that you were there
And I was so freaking glad
I had thought the exorcism had worked and that you were gone for good
It is torture when you love your demons
You came to me and you held me and then you vanish
I stood in the darkness for hours
Yelling I love you
Why won't you come to me
Why did I love someone that didn't love me
You shouldn't touch the wings of butterflies
It can ruin them forever
Am I Psyche or Psycho
ReplyDeleteit happen again
you were there
i caught the date this time
bizarre
last month the 25th this the 26th
i was wondering if there was a pattern
are you a ghost, a demon, a creation of my own
you are so real
i have loved you for so long
aren't make believe friends suppose to fade as one grows
hoping i am your Babarella and you my winged man
Sept.3 2012
ReplyDeleteWe lived in a town
I kept trying to run in to you
I ran into you eight time
Each time I longed for you
so hard there is nothing else
And each time you walked away
wishing I wouldn't feel that way
Again you were there
ReplyDeleteI cuddled up close to your ear
whispered I love you
we talked for hours
you told me you had never bought a home
I could feel the disappointment you had for yourself
I awoke somewhat satisfied